cmbfoster1978

Let me start this journal entry by saying that i apologize to anyone who read my last journal and might have taken any offense to it. It was meant for ONE person and ONE person alone. I will not apologize for anything i said in it but if anyone took offense i am sorry. I usually just go with the flow and mind my own, but when I or my family is attacked in any shape, fashion or form, it REALLY brings out the very worst in me. EVERYONE is entitled to their own opinions, including me...and, sadly, the last journal entry i made simply came about because someone couldnt stop speaking ill of myself and my family over my personal opinions.

Moving on:

so, as i was editing a few pictures earlier, i started thinking about animals. (and no the pictures werent of animals..not sure why i started thinking about animals) and i started wondering about animal laws. i know in my town people arent allowed to have more than 3 dogs whether they be inside dogs or outside dogs..THREE dogs TOTAL. so then i started wondering how in God's name people who have 6 cats arent breaking the law..?? if i cant have more than 3 dogs why should some people get by with having a bunch of cats? something to think about...and i will call the local animal shelter and find out the reason to this later! LOL

i personally am not fond of cats...actually i am HIGHLY allergic to them! but outside of being allergic to them i simply dont care for them. i much prefer doggies!

moving on:

a couple of days ago i was told to look up a word. the word is: polyamorous. well i already new what this word meant but just to be all technical about it i looked it up anyway. Polyamorous, derived from the word "polyamory", means: the practice of engaging in multiple sexual relationships with the consent of all the people involved.
...............sounds like glorified adultery to me! just my OPINION...that i am ENTITLED to have. i dont think the military would stand for it since you can go to jail for adultery in the military..jus sayin.

moving on again:

i was also asked to look up the word: bigotry. once again, already know the meaning of this word but to humor myself and be all technical ONCE again...i looked it up. bigotry-intolerance towards those who hold different opinions from ones self.
.....that is what i was called...that is exactly what i am NOT. if i were a bigot then i wouldnt have a very close relationship with some of the people i call friend...for various different reasons...

moving on once again:

ive been doing a good bit of photography here lately...its going very well. i cant complain a bit...doing photos makes me happy

i hope that everyone is doing well...i dont know when i will be back on here again..IF EVER...i came to this site for one reason and one reason only and now that reason is gone. and i can certainly live with it!

anyway...i'll see ya when i see ya on here...later people

So, as several of you might already know, my brother and I are currently "into it". I have refrained from speaking ill of him on any sites as I don't feel it necessary to put him down to MY friends because A: they don't know him and should judge him with their OWN knowledge and opinions and B: it simply isn't anyone else's business what happens with he and I. THAT HAVING BEEN SAID... ALL Jamie has done since yesterday is continuously put me and my family down on his Facebook page. How immature is that? It really takes a COWARD to post something on fb where another cant defend themselves. Another thing is Jamie has LIED about my family and I and that's not appreciated. First off, my husband was NOT the one to post a message on Jamie's fb..that was ME and he damn well knew it was me! 2nd, my husband doesn't drink, hasn't in a long time and the way Jamie talked made it look like my husband was an alcoholic. 3rd, he continuously calls me a twit and says I'm "fucking stupid"... So tell me this, HOW does this man know ANYTHING about ME or MY FAMILY when A: we haven't laid eyes on him since 2005 B: we rarely ever speak unless its in passing on fb and C: we were NOT raised together! I met Jamie for the first time in October 2003 and since the first time I ever met him I have seen him a total of maybe 5 times! Jamie doesn't KNOW me or my husband or our kids! FACT!!!! No more than I know him! So since he doesn't know us then reckon how he "knows" do much about us? He doesn't! Plain and simple! And I honestly don't care how many of you believe him or how many believe me.. All that matters to ME is that he and I know the truth! So Jamie, continue to run your mouth about things that you know nothing about and I will continue to text you and tell what what a pussy you are for not saying it TO me but to ppl on your fb page where I can't defend myself. And while you are on your fb page questioning MY motherhood, please know that I am not the one who tried and tried to have a child and then after my child was born all I do it sit and complain about the child . About having to take care of the child... About my spouse having to work and me having to take care of the child... Etc. it's your responsibility to take care of your child! And like I told you on fb last night, if you would get out if the house and quit sitting on the computer being a pervert messing with much much younger women while you're MARRIED, you MIGHT be in better shape than you are now!

NOW I've downed you on a site!
NOW I'm done with you and your pathetic know it all, I'm mightier than God and holier than thou attitude!!!!
AND if any of my watchers don't like what I've said about Jamie, aka the krimson stain, then feel free to remove yourself from my watch list! NONE of you know me! I know NONE of y'all!! So being removed off anyone's friends list isn't going to bother me!

Thanks and have a great day!
Oh and if any of this isn't "spelled right" as my brother pointed out about my comments to him last night, it's the auto correct on this iPod...
Later people.

yep ive decided to try my hand at doing photos professionally. i have been busy busy busy these last few months...ive had some ups and some downs and some blah moments and some super great moments...in other words, ive been LIVING ok so heres the thing...im so busy these days that i dont have time to be online much unless im editing photos and posting them to Facebook....and sense my personal page and my professional page are BOTH on Facebook i will be using it wayyyyyyyy more often than dA. sowwy...i'll try to post on here as often as i can but between my personal life (husband, kids, dogs, homework, dyslexia training for my son aka learning how to cope with dyslexia...which by the way he has AWESOME GRADES THIS YEAR!!!!, sick mom, etc) and my new "work" life..its HARD to keep up! so either friend me on FB...im on Jamies (my brother) FB page listed as his sister or you can "like" my photography page and it is HHE Photography thanks and i hope you all are doing well

went on a diet 2 weeks ago. since i quit working in 2009 ive packed on some pounds and im sick of the way i look. time to get healthy again! im excited about losing. i dont want to lose too much too fast because it will just come back 2 times worse so i didnt start doing any excercising until yesterday. ive lost 5 pounds in 2 weeks and to me thats a good thing...like i said, dont wanna lose it all too fast. i started doing P90X yesterday. let me be the first to tell you in how many ways P90X can whip your ass! but its cool, i can do it. i did this same diet in 2005 and it, along with pilates, helped me shed 40 pounds (i was only looking to lose about 20 then!). my goal weight to lose this time is 40 pounds. i can do it...i know i can...ive done it before

and so, as of yesterday, i am back to having hair so dark brown that it looks black. its wayyyyyy different than the red brown color i put on it about 3 months ago or the caramel highlights i had in it for a couple of years before i did the red brown color. my hair is naturally dark dark brown but with this color on it, its a bit darker than my natural.

i felt like i needed some changes in my life so ive been changing this here and there. been painting all over my house, changing my appearance, ive quit reading so much and started going outside more, etc.

im still doing my photography of course. ive got a few pieces to add on here that i just havent had time to add yet. i will get around to it, eventually

ok so i guess thats my catch up for the month. how is everyone?

And all other states that were hit by the terrible weather last week. My area of Alabama was in the direct path but God spared us for the most part....neighboring counties have been completely DEVESTATED! 250 dead at the last count in Alabama alone....this is tragic.  ive been collecting things from my childrens closets and ive gone out and bought things to send to neighboring counties...the people lost EVERYTHING....a lot of people lost their loved ones...this happened VERY VERY VERY close to home. i see people actually banding together to try and help the tornado victims and all i can say is that there ARE still good people in this world. THANK YOU GOD that i live in an area where people actually care about others!

Everyone please pray for all the people affected by the recent tornados that raged across the south...not everyone was as lucky as me and my family were!

and on a final note....Osama bin Laden is dead...GOD BLESS THE USA! God is GREAT!